VIDEO: ALEK FIN - "Unlearning"

It’s Monday, May 3, 2021.

I had just received an email with a link to the masters for the debut LP by ALEK FIN. The email did not have an album release date listed. I was receiving it early as a gauge of whether or not I was interested in working on a video for any songs on the album. Did any strike me? I knew several would before I even hit play, because I had a long history of being a fan of ALEK FIN’s music. The excitement of potentially developing original video content for ALEK FIN was only matched by the nerves of ensuring I’d do the work justice — after all, this new album was a culmination of a year’s worth of work to craft an absolutely stellar debut LP.

I first met Adam (ALEK FIN) over a decade ago when his song “Waiting Like A Wolf” was featured on Jay-Z’s now-defunct music and culture website Life+Times. I was so captivated by the world he had built sonically — and how he sounded almost like Jeff Buckley fronting Radiohead. Back then, I was running a music site called Mixtape Muse and immediately wrote my own feature on the track purely inspired by the love of what I was hearing.

Fast forward a few years to 2019 and I was tapped to develop, produce, and direct a music video for the title-track off of ALEK FIN’s “LMG” EP. Now, while I’d love to dive deep into that project here, suffice to say, it was the success of that collaboration that lead to this moment in May 2021.

Early camera test when stop-motion was considered as a technique. Picasso once said, “Inspiration exists but it must find you working.”

Throughout the remainder of 2021, ALEK and I would have many phone calls diving deep into the inspiration and intention of this new body of work. Put simply, it was very much about deconstructing the world around us, pushing people to find new avenues of awareness, “unlearning” to rediscover everyday things – from traffic patterns to a blade of grass – seeing everything with new eyes. What new perspective and meaning could you find in the minutiae of the simplest of things, things that you passed everyday but never really noticed?

Over several phone and Zoom calls — and many quiet sessions of ideation — many concepts were considered, discussed, abandoned, and/or exercised to a degree before arriving at what would be the final treatment that was greenlit and went into production at the beginning of 2022. Over a few months, I received various forms of imagery for inspiration.

An early idea played with the concept of visually paralleling seemingly disparate elements of the everyday by placing them in a frame built from the ALEK FIN logomark. How might the human eye, in its maze of color and lines find similarity with an aerial shot of traffic dancing around a circular intersection? Or how might the pedals of a flower mimic the leading lines of an eye’s iris? This concept first came about when the initial scope of the project was making some short videos for social to promote the album — focusing more on visualizers than something with any real narrative. I asked about imagery that spoke to him as well as a color palette that, in his mind, felt closest to the tone of the music — from warm to cold.

Even before the moment I knew I’d be working on shooting original content for ALEK FIN, I already knew I’d be asking my good friend Daniel St. Ours, a professional DP, if he’d be interested in working on the project. And from early conversations with him, it was decided that building a lot of the treatment around a probe lens was going to be pivotal in hitting the “deconstruction” direction of the overall project. Because without manipulating reality, this lens would allow us to capture what was in front of us from a totally unique, honest perspective that we would otherwise be unable to see with our own eyes.

On February 1, 2022, Dan and I shot all principal photography for the video in a day. Over the course of the next two months, I worked on the edit outside of my day job until we called V7 our final cut at the end of March. And while I’d love to get into more of the behind-the-scenes, what is used to create the imagery in the final cut, etc….I really don’t want to ruin the experience. Plus, I’ve waxed on enough already and today, this moment, is more about the work of ALEK FIN. So, if you haven’t seen it already, without further adieu…

Directed & Edited by Quinn Struke.

Director of Photography - Daniel St. Ours.




PHOTOSET: Against Me! @ Rams Head Live, 10.24.19
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Last Thursday, Against Me! began their 2-night residency at Baltimore’s Rams Head Live as a part of their “Album Shows'“ tour, which saw them play Searching For A Former Clarity and New Wave on the first night and White Crosses and Transgender Dysphoria Blues on the second night. I was fortunate enough to have the opportunity to shoot Night 1. Below are a set of selects from the show.

While photography is a big part of my day-to-day job, I hadn’t shot a concert in roughly 8 years (the first and last show happened to be Holy Ghost! @ the 9:30 Club in D.C. while they were touring behind their eponymous debut album). With all that in mind, I was incredibly pleased with the results I got last week — and so stoked with how these images turned out. Many more were captured, but these are a set of my favorites.

Against Me! has become one of my favorite bands, and Laura Jane Grace is such an inspiring soul, not just an inspiring artist. And James, Andrew, and Atom…the chemistry they all have on stage is infectious. What makes Against Me!’s live show so enjoyable is that all four of them appear like they’re still filled with the same youthful excitement that consumes your heart, mind, and soul when you first start a band — and really believe in what you’re doing with that band. They’ve played these songs so many times before, in so many different states, countries, venues…and yet, they looked like they were so stoked to have the opportunity to play them one more time; the joy that comes from collectively sharing that moment in time with each other and the energetic, appreciative crowd packed into Rams Head Live.

LISTEN: PARTICULARS - "Away"
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The last time I was determined and focused enough to sit down and compose (and record) new music was roughly this time last year, right after marathoning Season 1 of "Stranger Things." In anticipation of Season 2 of the show, I had been planning to write and record a new song inspired by the world of "Stranger Things." Fast forward to Thursday, October 26th and I had yet to really solidify anything. But, I can't stand setting goals and not fighting to achieve them. So, upon arriving home from work around 8:00pm to 12:00am October 27th, I wrote, recorded, mixed, and mastered the first true song I've composed in nearly 2 years (Last year's "The Echo of the Acrobat" was more a instrumental/soundtrack score-type piece). Far from perfect -- and a bit far from capturing any of the spirit of "Stranger Things" -- but stoked I reached my goal.

"Away"

A mouth to sort
A heart to mend
Strung out on the thought of this fiction
A flood of lust
A loss of truth
Drunk on equations that divide you

Away
Absence is the variable that you need
Away
I don't want to be the one that takes you

A mouth for truth
An ear for lies
Dressed in garments of a guise
Hearing what you see
Seeing what you hear
Blinded by idealist fears